Importance

You know I really care about you when I begin to mention you in my life to other people or when I stay really quiet and I just look at you wondrously. Just a thought that I thought I'd let the world openly know on the internet before I even...ever let you know.

Lately I have been struggling to keep up with uni, work and my social life. It's been so tiring and especially because I'm also sick it makes things even harder than usual. I've just been so exhausted. 

I really need a day to catch up on studies because I am falling behind and just really need a day to get everything together, I need rest and to focus again. If life is really this difficult to balance, lord help us.

I went to the ocean today. It was a fresh breath of air, with a fresh face. Stood on the tip of the pier in his arms again and neither of us wanted to move. Time moved at a comfortably steady pace as we watched the sun set. Laughs and jokes were shared and there were moments where I closed my eyes and felt like I was flying and that's only because the breeze was lifting me away.

The yachts were sailing out to the middle of the bay all at once as though they were having some sort of meeting. It looked so amazing as the coloured sails drifted in the wind pulling them all out to the sea.

Melbourne heat waves, why?!

11:30am

It's already two weeks into autumn and the seasons still haven't seemed to figure itself out yet. With 14 days consecutively blazing at above 30 degrees, I have caught a cold that's made me sick to the spine, deliriously drowsy all the time and not to mention lazy.

I'm currently at uni, supposedly waiting for my next class but I've been told ASA committee meeting is on and I need to show my draft designs of the logos I worked hard on over the weekend. I hope they pick my koi fish design, I think it's the best design.

Uni is such a blur especially when I'm doing a course where it's requires a lot of hands on work to learn and all we've been doing is damn theory work. I'm so tired of sitting in lectures, just chuck me in the studio already.

This year has been good to me as I have stepped so far out of my comfort zones and really made most of my time. I think the problem that most people have when they're feeling unhappy is the fact that they are unable to do that.

It is so darn crazy at uni right now...The Agora is full of Jaffys. And I am still waiting on a reply from my friend. Sigh what is life?

My ootd, looks too chilled for uni but golly, it is so hot. This weather needs to calm the heck down. 

1:37PM

I'm here at uni library, sitting with N who thinks I'm never at uni. I only go for like 8 hours a week and he's here almost everyday. My course doesn't require for me to go that often and he makes me feel so bad as though I don't study hard enough. Yet, most of these subjects come to me naturally. I don't really try that hard but I probably should try harder then maybe I'd end up getting more letters of recommendations. 

I might just stay in the library for a couple more hours and catch up on some readings and watch some vids for my remix class on Thursday... 

Slacker.

I've been so lazy as to updating anything real on my blogs. Maybe this is the year I should start scripting down the things that happen in my life. It's been barely three months and I've made some memories for life, a load of new friends and cash that has already gone down the drain. 

Life's short, why not spend right? #SWAG AND #YOLO. Because I live in the wrong decade. 

So today was the first day back at uni for the first time in 6 months and it felt so foreign, like as though I had never walked the footpaths of the campus before but as per usual, the lectures drained hard.

I have post holiday depression and realised what an amazing start to the year it has been and that it's already March, 2013. Life's moving too quickly and next thing you know, I'll be graduating. 

Here's some evidence of last Friday night.

Aw, this girl was such a cutie :)

I dont know how this kid takes the most retarded photos and still looks so good. DARN PHOTOGENIC GENES. 

The birthday boy, my better half, soul mate, best friend, sister and wifaaye. DA1.

Was a good night, with lots of drinks, laughs and photos. Too many confessions and no sleep at all. I can't wait to celebrate another birthday! 

:3