Importance

You know I really care about you when I begin to mention you in my life to other people or when I stay really quiet and I just look at you wondrously. Just a thought that I thought I'd let the world openly know on the internet before I even...ever let you know.

Lately I have been struggling to keep up with uni, work and my social life. It's been so tiring and especially because I'm also sick it makes things even harder than usual. I've just been so exhausted. 

I really need a day to catch up on studies because I am falling behind and just really need a day to get everything together, I need rest and to focus again. If life is really this difficult to balance, lord help us.

I went to the ocean today. It was a fresh breath of air, with a fresh face. Stood on the tip of the pier in his arms again and neither of us wanted to move. Time moved at a comfortably steady pace as we watched the sun set. Laughs and jokes were shared and there were moments where I closed my eyes and felt like I was flying and that's only because the breeze was lifting me away.

The yachts were sailing out to the middle of the bay all at once as though they were having some sort of meeting. It looked so amazing as the coloured sails drifted in the wind pulling them all out to the sea.

Melbourne heat waves, why?!

11:30am

It's already two weeks into autumn and the seasons still haven't seemed to figure itself out yet. With 14 days consecutively blazing at above 30 degrees, I have caught a cold that's made me sick to the spine, deliriously drowsy all the time and not to mention lazy.

I'm currently at uni, supposedly waiting for my next class but I've been told ASA committee meeting is on and I need to show my draft designs of the logos I worked hard on over the weekend. I hope they pick my koi fish design, I think it's the best design.

Uni is such a blur especially when I'm doing a course where it's requires a lot of hands on work to learn and all we've been doing is damn theory work. I'm so tired of sitting in lectures, just chuck me in the studio already.

This year has been good to me as I have stepped so far out of my comfort zones and really made most of my time. I think the problem that most people have when they're feeling unhappy is the fact that they are unable to do that.

It is so darn crazy at uni right now...The Agora is full of Jaffys. And I am still waiting on a reply from my friend. Sigh what is life?

My ootd, looks too chilled for uni but golly, it is so hot. This weather needs to calm the heck down. 

1:37PM

I'm here at uni library, sitting with N who thinks I'm never at uni. I only go for like 8 hours a week and he's here almost everyday. My course doesn't require for me to go that often and he makes me feel so bad as though I don't study hard enough. Yet, most of these subjects come to me naturally. I don't really try that hard but I probably should try harder then maybe I'd end up getting more letters of recommendations. 

I might just stay in the library for a couple more hours and catch up on some readings and watch some vids for my remix class on Thursday... 

Slacker.

I've been so lazy as to updating anything real on my blogs. Maybe this is the year I should start scripting down the things that happen in my life. It's been barely three months and I've made some memories for life, a load of new friends and cash that has already gone down the drain. 

Life's short, why not spend right? #SWAG AND #YOLO. Because I live in the wrong decade. 

So today was the first day back at uni for the first time in 6 months and it felt so foreign, like as though I had never walked the footpaths of the campus before but as per usual, the lectures drained hard.

I have post holiday depression and realised what an amazing start to the year it has been and that it's already March, 2013. Life's moving too quickly and next thing you know, I'll be graduating. 

Here's some evidence of last Friday night.

Aw, this girl was such a cutie :)

I dont know how this kid takes the most retarded photos and still looks so good. DARN PHOTOGENIC GENES. 

The birthday boy, my better half, soul mate, best friend, sister and wifaaye. DA1.

Was a good night, with lots of drinks, laughs and photos. Too many confessions and no sleep at all. I can't wait to celebrate another birthday! 

:3

Fairy tales, hopes & dreams.

In life, I have always been a giver and the love that lies infested within me is way too much. I've been known to suffocate the people I love so as I grew within age, my heart has learnt to be distant from everyone. Apparently now I am too distant, I despise that the people in my past have had that affect on me. I take my past lessons of life and match it up to the future but somehow that doesn't make sense.

Life isn't great for me, but I take my troubles and turn them into something that pushes me further. Lately all I have found myself feeling so alone, I sit in my room alone and watch my own tears gather together in pools on my pillow. All the love I give to other people has never returned to me in a special way. I never ask for a grand gesture of love but it's nice once in a while to get a surprise. I've never received a surprise anything, I feel under appreciated. 

I just ask to feel appreciated for the things I do for people because right now under all the layers of me, I feel completely alone.

ASOS Haul #2, way to wake up on a Monday afternoon.

I was woken up by the door bell this morning and received a delivery from ASOS. YOU CAME LATE (but I still love you anyway. Thank you!) 

ASOS Metal Bar Detail Envelope Clutch

ASOS Sheer Metallic Trackpants

And I also got a Khaki ASOS Zip Through Hooded Parka.

I just absolutely adore the oversized hood and the pockets of this parka. It's four seasons worthy for a city like Melbourne and I can carry my phone, ipod, wallet all in the pockets so there's really no need for a bag with this jacket. 

This envelope clutch was super cute and the colours and texture of the snake skin is really something I love. It was also on sale for $15 and that's why I bought it. It'll come in handy when I have some outings to attend or maybe even a wedding. :)

More hauls. My poor bank account. :(

So as you all know I've recently ordered two packages from ASOS, one last week and one this earlier Monday. The one I ordered last week came in today after some struggle from Australia Post. It's my first purchase from ASOS and yes, I'm quite satisfied with it. Here's what I got.

Everything in the package. 

Lovely ASOS packaging. 

The watch itself, I am so happy with this purchase!

There's also an extra ring that you can swap over. It's interchangeable. You can either have a shiny finish or a embedded rough finish. It looks as though the finish is covered in diamonds from afar. Battery life is said to last up to 18 months which is lovely!  

ASOS blouse with the double collar. 

Pieces wet look leggings. I tried this on and literally squealed. I'm so happy with this purchase. It feels great on and the exterior is so soft and smooth, everything slides off my legs. 

Here's a list of the products that you can find on ASOS. 

1. ASOS Interchangeable Bezel Boyfriend Watch - Gold / One Size
2. Pieces Wet Look Leggings
3. ASOS Blouse With Double Collar

Also, yesterday my best friend and I went to IKEA to explore for just some chill time. We both purchased a wardrobe organiser for $10 and I also purchased a cape hood thing that was meant for a plush dog but my dog is so small it'll fit into it. It was only 99cents so I got that and a vanilla scented candle. 

Here's both of our wardrobes. 

My Wardrobe.

Kelly's Wardrobe.

We also went to Kmart and I found these babies. I finally got the chance to purchase them for cheaper. Christian Grey just reminds me of Harvey Spector and it makes me so happy because I love Suits!

Headed back to the city, instead of visiting my boyfriend who works at 345 Restaurant * on Victoria Street, Richmond. He wasn't at work so we just went to the Face Shop and I updated my pastel coloured collection of nail polishes. How beautiful are they? :') 

Today, I also went to give Cindy her birthday present and she gave me one too. What a darling! Now I have a travel sized hair straightener for those moments where hair does not want to behave. Thank you beautiful <3

That's all for now I guess, I'll update when the next ASOS package arrives. It's been delayed. So much for three day express postage. :( 

*If you like 345 Restaurant's page, you can receive a 30% off your bill. This offer is only valid until the 31st of July, 2012. Also it allows for you to keep up to date with offers and freebies that they might be giving away. I advise that you check it out and give it a try :) 

Hanging out with Mary x 2

Okay, so I know I've been a little slack at updating my blog this week, but post celebrations of birthdays always take me a week to recover because I'm still in a slight daze. Ask me about how I feel about it, a month later and I'll let you know. 

Wednesday, I spent time with Mary and we caught up on life and I helped her with methods work. (Lord help us all, I'm terrible at Maths.) Somehow I still managed to remember work from over a year ago. After she cooked me some food, we sat down for an hour or so and did some fair work. Took out the camera for a run and we did some photos, after some crazy man was swearing to himself and following us. Creeps.

Here's some photos that I took of the beautiful young lady. 

Isn't she just so naturally beautiful? I'm jealous girl! I had a lovely time with her, like I always do. I can see we have lots of occasions we are going to spend together and a very special summer planned to take a summer photo shoot. 

Thank you so much for spending time with me and inviting me over Mary :)