In life, I have always been a giver and the love that lies infested within me is way too much. I've been known to suffocate the people I love so as I grew within age, my heart has learnt to be distant from everyone. Apparently now I am too distant, I despise that the people in my past have had that affect on me. I take my past lessons of life and match it up to the future but somehow that doesn't make sense.
Life isn't great for me, but I take my troubles and turn them into something that pushes me further. Lately all I have found myself feeling so alone, I sit in my room alone and watch my own tears gather together in pools on my pillow. All the love I give to other people has never returned to me in a special way. I never ask for a grand gesture of love but it's nice once in a while to get a surprise. I've never received a surprise anything, I feel under appreciated.
I just ask to feel appreciated for the things I do for people because right now under all the layers of me, I feel completely alone.
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